两年的时间到了

两年了..再多一个学期就是我毕业的时候..也是大家分离的时候..

这两年里我学了很多东西..

独立，知识，相处，人情世故，友情，爱情

不知不觉两年了，大家是不是也和我一样的不舍呢??

我怀念的是，以前大家不顾形象的颠..不顾形象的玩

我怀念的是，大家的团结

我怀念的是，大家的一致

我怀念的是，我们的团体

不知怎了，大家都变陌生..或许时间让我们变成熟了

最后学期了，是否还会是一样??

或许误会让大家分离，或许态度让大家散去，或许这只是个过程，或许我们还是我们?

两年里，我的努力并不多..后来居上，让我发觉却已太迟..1st class honor已不再和我有关联..但至少我没退步过..

两年里,我和他在一起了..原以为是我先喜欢他的他，原来比我早开始喜欢我..你的出现，我的惊讶..你的坦白，我的惊喜..你的承诺，我的未来..我们的未来，要有你和我..❤

两年里，发生了很多事..许多事物让我成熟了许多..

两年里的你们，变得怎么样了呢?? 我的朋友...

吼

我从来都没有质疑你对我的好

我也知道你一直都对我很好

但是，任谁也无法接受别人吼他

即使是你，也不喜欢

我不喜欢吵架的感觉

P/S:不是男朋友==

 

There is a girl

There is a girl, had a lot of bad memory in her past..
There is a girl, when she was in 7/8 years old, her house was in power failure in one day but her dad bring the son out w/o the daughter and then they backed again bcuz the daughter climb up the window gate and fall down..

There is a girl, every time when she awake she'll found out that nobody at home even though her brother who's bigger than her one year..

There is a girl, always get scolded even it wasn't her fault..
There is a girl, go to school alone by bus since the 1st day of the primary school..
There is a girl, her mother always asked her whether got bully others or not rather than asked her "anyone bully u?"

There is a girl, only have some besties in primary school that's why she afraid of loosing them..

There is a girl, always wondering where she needed to go during the 1st day of the new trimester every years in her primary school..

There is a girl, people always said she is stupid and know nothing..
There is a girl, her mother always scolded her bcuz she didn't smile.. The girl doesn't know when she didn't smile, her look is very abominable and she doesn't know it's important in her life so that she argue with her mum every time with tears to fight back something..

There is a girl, no one like her, bcuz she doesn't like to smile.. It caused her relationship with her relative.. She doesn't know how to communicate so she kept silence even though she wish to talk very much..

There is a girl, always get ignore by her cousins bcuz she remain silent all the time when together..

There is a girl, her parents always praise their son but blame the daughter..
There is a girl, her mother treat her strictly so they always argue-ing..
There is a girl, her mother always scold her if she sleep untill 12pm even 10am..
There is a girl, always get jealous from her brother..


There is a girl, start to smile..
There is a girl, start to talk with others..
There is a girl, start to walk one step over to their cousins..
There is a girl, know how to be strong to protect herself bcuz she know no one will protect her except her ownself..

There i s a girl, put so much efford to attract their parents just want some emblazonmen..

There is a girl, study hard and get in to the University to prove to her parents.. To let them proud but they never know the girl doesn't like to study at all..

There is a girl, done so much thing just wanna have some consolation..

There is a girl 

My temper

We all know family is important, just i cant control myself whenever my hormone is imbalance.. I really hate myself why this kind of problem happened on my body..It's really really hard to control.. Piss off all the time even though it's only a small small small staff.. Everyday also not in the mood.. Just like depression.. Don't ever underestimate the imbalance of hormone.. It can let u become un-rasional and also it come naturally.. When it come, what u wan to say in everyday is FXXK.. 
Beleive me,it's just like this.. It almost drive me crazy all the time!!!Arggggg

Who u think u are?

Why whenever i did the right thing, said the truth but in the end will always be my fault??

Is it bcuz i'm the youngest in this home or bcuz i couldn't earn money by myself yet?? However,it doesn't mean i dun have the right to speak it out ryt?? What u said before..FAMILY..huh? U said we are one family but now u asking my qualification to speak..

Well well well, since this is what u all told me.. Believe me,i'll do the things what u guys expected but to the day i start earn money by myself.. It change..

The girl who look her family as 1st;

The girl who think her family as 1st;

The girl who take care of her family as 1st;

She'll change 

Remember the things u told me?? REALITY

Ur ability is ur asset.

And U.. Who u think u are?? My father?? My guardian?? The one who give me the cost of living?? NONE OF THIS..

Then how dare are u shout on me?? U know what?? One day, i'll want u to beg me and say u're sorry to me..

Life..

Well,it's been a very long time i din update my blog since i start my very hectic & busy sem.Let's talk about last sem, i got the most great result than the previous sem but it doesn't mean i satisfy with it due to my business law.. Memorized all the notes for few days and yet the result only get C+.. Honestly, i thought i can get at least B+ but the result was out of my expectation.. Bo bian cuz everyone also got these kind of result..

Back to these sem which is trimester 5th.. Time flies, i was a silly girl who dunno how to study when i'm here and now i start to pursue what i want..pursue what i din pursue before.. pursue the things that i think it's unnecessary before.. Big difference to me except my hot temper. It's always easy to ask people to change but everyone know it's hard especially to the one who had this temper since born. I know i SHOULD change, not for people but for my future.. How can a people who are easily to get angry to become a successful person. Unless, u have a great brain such as Einstein. 

People growth everyday, technology update everydate, genius are at everywhere thn how can we still be the same?? At least these is not for me.

Sometimes, i think i made a wrong decision but i wanna to fix it rather to feel regret.. There's no point to feel regret after u made a decision just like a vase won't be the same after it broken.. I tried, trust me.. I did try.. I know i had lots complaint on you but all i want is, "i wan to go out with a real man,, not a child". Don't u get it?? My mind is to mature to u but it's impossible to ask me downgradation isn't it?? Forgive my vexatious patterns. 

I'm suppose to be sweet ryt? And yet, wht's my feeling now??

Does people care about clown?

bla bla bla

Morning peeps ♥

It's 10.57am now,gonna enter my class on 12pm ltr on.

SEM4 is totally not my world.

lost my iphone,alot of midterm need to cover up,assignment,report,debate,presentation,interview and practice for the event(singing n dancing)

It's been the 3rd week i didn't back my hometown.

i miss my family =( 

i need rest =（

gtg ♥